For the beginning of the year 2010, on the faithful .. or rather dreadful... the mth of Jan, to many many ppl out there, was a mth of displeasantaries, motion in upsets, seesaw mood swings, awkward situations and frontal agonizing. They had faced many unhappy unforseen and unexpected challenges. Paranoid. It came upon one after another. It's akin to after falling from the ladder and thereafter the ladder befalls on you. Breakups, quarrels, turmoils, work related stress, financial burden, etc. You name it, you get it, easily. Anywhere, anytime. Unwillingly, they falter so hard. They broke into tears and the heart tears beyond recognition and redemption. Relentless. Helpless. Hopeless. A pitiful sight indeed. Unimaginable and yet beyond apprehension. What justification. What justice. One may ask oneself. A never ending mystery. An unshakable thought. Life still has to go on. The heart still beats. The clock ticks away.
I wish I could offer my help especially to those I would considered palatable sincere friends. As dismay it can be, I had none to saviour. The rope of inspirational hope can only be hanged, instead of a pulling support. I could only watched as bystanders would do, overseeing, overhearing, paralysed in thought, physically immobilised. If only lightning could strike then. If only the wind could blows away their misery. If only the rain could doused the pit hell. If only the sunbeam could awaken those from the nightmarish dreams.
No matter how undeserving nor punishable, the end never justify the means. It's life. No matter how harsh nor how cruel, its how life begets its turns. What can we do to escape this entrapment? Clouded by the confusion, seems looming forever. Surrender to sheer doom? Drag your bleeding soles as far as you could go?
